Please Understand

Looking for a job is positively heinous...then again if the process was not so routine I might actually get to n-joy it. Like in the old days before all the paper work I suppose one just walked in and made the scene talkin your trash, agree on the caash and then slippity slap kickin it live 9 to 5!! Or maybe please sir can I sweep your chimneys for a tuppence?? Anyhooo the debtors prison is a real thing now so I best get the PMA out and tie it on tight!

nine weeks
ifnotmore I
seen: please
help written
on every brick
sentimental
or shameless
the wisteria
still grows.
maybe planets
can align like
food groups.

Wonderful!
You made
clay in small
batches. Fill
the holes and
slip your
hands under
your gilded
ass. The rent
is still due
on the first.

So yeah...here we are agian. I am going to try and get work at the Zoo today. I will attempt to cater. I know there is a joke about feeding the animals or something in there but it is 9am and my funny hat is not on yet. Something occured to me recently. That people talk with an audience in mind. Always. You have to assume that you know your audience and it is only through alot of first hand experience that you can overcome the narrowness of your expectations. When I play a show....hee hee I just wrote "When I play a shoe"......there is an audience that exists in my mind and 99% of the time it is right in front of me. Mostly white, mostly young, mostly men. strange. Point? Point: how does one play for a greater audience...not bigger in reality but bigger in your head. Like little village living girls from Cambodia? Probably not too many into Free Improvisation the way it manifests itself in Portland OR. Yet they should be. Access is universal in the real artists. context is important but there is a universal context that I am aiming for. 1000hz is still 1000hz if you are in Mollala or Botswana. more to think about for later...

Nice time playing lately. I have had a great week we just got back from touring the NW. Many shows many playing opps.
I would like to say here in print that playing with Bill Horist was positively surreal. It was like a double progrock freeball extravaganza!!
And furthermore:

take this chalice

Soink..shimmy up the rumpet slamming
less lee thrown our outs over to
slid down shiny packages.
Without further adult intervenshun.
Inspect this fine tooth comb.
crime lad/b tub.

Invited not invited uninvited forgotten
slipped my mind a convenient and
irrefutable excuse every time..
"They really were there"
real emotions=real tears
Agricultural index makes
poor cell mate but tidy.

And finally, what is more there is a whole lot of bullshit going on right now with cosmic heaviness so WATCH YOUR BACK!!!!
The triangles and squares in the sky are getting tight...T-I-G-H-T so do exercise...strech your groin muscles! slip a mickey to yourself and lay low for a few days ....I heard it on the radio KBOO they said that the big square of the moon and something is gonna fuck your shit up...but the big triangle of Watusi and something will make it all good so hold tight and get right cause the Now Is The Time and Charlie Parker is still dead.

Soap in my
eyes again
or maybe not
soap but
prayers to
lotteries,
slipages in
pipes, frankness
on the part
of friends.
Seldom seen.

Wonderful!
You made
clay in small
batches. Fill
the holes and
slip your
hands under
your gilded
ass. The rent
is still due
on the first.